Never To Me

I don’t remember when you came.
Maybe it didn’t happen.
I don’t remember starting this game.
Maybe it was made from sin.

I don’t recall your smiling face.
Perhaps I never saw it.
I don’t recall your warm embrace.
Perhaps our flame wasn’t lit.

I won’t imagine you being with me.
We know it wouldn’t last.
I won’t imagine what you want us to be.
We know it’d be rushing things too fast.

I won’t try to be the one that makes you smile.
Because it wouldn’t be for me.
I won’t try to make you stay awhile.
Because you’ll just want to leave.