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Before We BeganI hold my hands open to you,Allowing whatever you'll doTo fall into my hands—not through,Because I could never go without you.I know it's foolish and silly,But you make me feel "willy nilly."I wish I could help this feeling,But the more I hide, the more I'm revealing.There are words I hope to never say,Yet there's a feeling they'll come one day.I pray they'll be to you,And I don't know what they'll do.I admit there's paranoia in the air.How can you blame me for this scare?Is it so foolish that I'm afraid?Is it silly I feel what you forbade?How do I express this guilt inside?The one beneath the feelings I hide.I try my best to help, giving you my all.But I know you would rather fall.I wish I were her—perfect for you.Or maybe I just wish wouldn't just see through.I wish that one day you'll see meAnd everything that I wanted to be.I want to apologize—as is my nature.But, for once, I'm completely out of the picture."I'm sorry," but I know I'm semi-sincere,Because
You're Everything To MeThe only proof that I ever was is so easily erased.The only proof that I am can simply be replaced.Everything I have lived for, breathed for,Everything, I find, is nothing anymore.Once, I may have walked this Earth,Once, my footsteps engraved the hearth.Yet that is all part of a nonexistent story.Yet it is this and it is that, lost in former glory.Have I lived? Is there any trace?Have I truly known a better grace?Tell me, am I an image or am I real?Tell me to my face, do I really feel?I do not know, nor do I frankly care,I simply desire to be treated as I am there.I am not a fictional piece of literature am I?I dare say I am not—unless my life has been a lie.Please, treat me like someone you know.Please, I beg you, be my flame's guiding glow.To show you my weakness, I cannot avoid.To become stolid, I would only be an android.Show me the love I know you bear.Show me that perhaps you do care.Must I travel to my farthest extreme?Must I barricade my life's stream?Ho